My blog is realy realy dead right now.
have not been having any free time to do with blogging.

My time table is so Fcuking sucks!
Monday - 8 am - 6pm.
Tuesday- 8am - 5pm
Wednesday- 8am - 5.30pm
Thursday- 8am - 5 pm.
Friday- 8am-3pm.

Tiring kan! its like i dont have a life of my own. spend almost my time in school!
But Thank God! This is my last year.
next year straight away to work! yes!
I dont want to go POlY! im tired of studying.
my families wants me to poly. but i dont have any confidence in getting into poly.
And when im work, indipendant la aku!
thought of taking motor license!! my dad allow it, But no sponsor from him.
But car totally sponsored by him.
huahua!
For me bike is the easiest transport for a sinlge women like me when i start working.. (:
Ive noticed this Guy since last year. have been taking trains the same time as him and same cubicle as him. His very cute! But his younger then me by 1 year. From Queenstown secondary. But look older.
noticed him since last year. But never even look into him totally before. But since i have been seeing him almost everyday in the train, might as i well i smiled to him rite. Rather then jus putting that irritating face of mine. which i always do when im alone.
i ask shafiqa how to smile to a guy. Because, ive noticed her its like an easy thing for her to smile to a guy who she hardly knew. she can jus smile to any cute guy who walks pass her, but not those matss. and she always get a smile back in return.
and she say, when eu noticed that person is looking at you, i need to stare to him back, and look at his eyes and smile.
And for me that is already hard enough! im really shy towards a guy okae!

And so today morning! Take the train as usual, and hoping that he will take the same train as me again today.
he take the tarin at yew tee. he stand on the sides, which i was jus infront of him.
and my thoughts was, mcm ane aku nk senyum ni!!?
i turn right and left, avoiding looking at his face.
but when i notice he was looking at me, i slowly turn my face, but he turn back. and so i jus stare at him, he look at me back, i quickly put a very small smile.
and guess wat!! he small smile back to me again!
hahaha!
aku kat sini da malu gile siot!
but i get down at Chuachukang, waiting for shafiqa, zaimah, wafir, rio and idah. we go to school together.
i look at him again, but when the doors open, i jus went out.
but i knoe he look at me and SMILE!

(:

So lelaki dar skola Queenstown sec, selalu naek train dekat yewtew, at the the last cubicle third door. and always get down at Commonwealth, and using a bag pack! Jus want to say you are jus SOO CUTE!! huahua!
i jus cant believe dat i start the first move by smiling like dat.
Malu siot!
(: