11:15 PM. Saturday, January 10, 2009
jus got to type what i need to type.
Im tired, Im sick, and im cold right now. i jus want you right here right now. i want you by my side right now. i want to see your face right now. i want to hug you right now. im missing you like hell right noow.yourface. your hair. your eyes. your nose. and your voice. i jus missed that. you never msg you never call for so long already. I know, you dont even intend to topup. but come on lar, eu need a phone to contact people when you are outside. haiss..seriously i missed you like hell. even my sis says, im jus wasting my time. and even my friends says so. but i jus cant forget you. i cant concentrate doing my bio notes. i cant concentrate on my studies. i cant concentrate doing aniting. i need your accompanion right now.i rarely see you online right now. i dont know whether eu r actually online but appearing offline so that i wont disturb you. you jus want to get rid of me right? you want me to forget you right? you want me to be away from you right? please lar, dont jus go silence. dont jus come and go. i hate that. i dont understand myself. when other people come and go, i can easily forget him. but you. you are jus so hard for me to forget.my guys friends come to me for advice about gerls. because the gerls they like are my gerl friends. i help them, but now im not even helping myself.people see me in a happy mode whether in school or outside. but deep inside, ive always think about you. you are like the light for me to see the front. without the light i wont go aniwhere, but jus stood still and waiting. ive stop mingling because of you.seriously, i really cant forget you. be myside and be with me will you. im jus typing wat i feel. because i cant do my work without telling.Hey, someone in the bus Found my phone. so will be getting it tmr. so number will be the same i think.