Ive been really busy with work, family and baby. Right now i cant think of enjoying or having so much fun, but just a little fun. I need to save up money. i cant go out oftens. if i go out i will spend my money with nobody bussiness. stress thinking about money. My mrt trips to and back from work is killing me. i hate adult fares! HATEHATEHATE!! i wish mrt fares is cheaper. so that i can have some money for myself. Once i get my next pay, i need to give my mum and dad money, transport, food, spending for my needs and if i got extra i will spend for my wants. But i dont think so i have extra. somethings need to cut down. babybaby, finish up ur prac faster, and lets buy a bike so you can send me and take me to work, so that i can cut down on my transport and have savings for us to shop. ohhh pleaseee..

But lately its beeen soo awesome taking public transport with baby. somehow, we talk and tease each other more when we take public transport. And im so loving it so muuchh! Since his not allowed to use the family car anymore due to some problems, we decide to take public transport. spend time with him is much more awesome this days without the car. so we just need the bike for work purposes.

Our love for each other is getting stronger. we use to have fights over the phone when we never meet. i hate it when that happen. which is always me who find the fault. gosh! you cant just blame me, we girls want our boyfriend attention, by finding fault with them is the only way to get their attetion. But after many fights i do realise, if we do it too often we ourself would regret it. i dont know for other girls for me yea, right now im already scared to make him angry, im just scared he will leave me. so ive been trying my best to be an understanding gf to him. by doing that we've been telling what are the wrongs each of us has done, and we explain, we talk and we change for the better.

Our 4th monthsary has just pass, and guess what he bought me! A new G-shock watch that ive been wanting for soo long! and he even bought me a timbuk2 bagpack! so cute! now we both have timbuk2 backpack each. but i didnt bought for him anything. because monthsary is nothing for us, but it was a surprise he would actually bought for me something. we plan to go on a bali trip this october. still planning. ive waitedd long for a holiday. ohh please make it happen.